If it's not midnight it's still today!

Hello, fellow human or unknown specimen. How are you? I'm fine, though tired and relating bit to the beginning part of Best Friend by Rex Orange County :

"I should have stayed at home

'cause right now I see all these people
 That love me but I still feel alone
Can't help but check my phone"

But I'll talk about that when I am much less sleepy. Anyway, here's today's prompt.

Talk about your life in 10 years or something like that. Day 02

Ten years from now I'll be 28 and I feel so blank about this statement I'm a bit scared. I don't really fear the immediate future, but I fear failing in the present, so I guess it counts too. When I'm 28 I hope I have an apartment that I bought with my own money, I hope I have a cat and I feel less alone when I'm with people rather than only feeling that with animals. I hope I no longer feel to big and too dirty in the world, so inadequate when close to others. I hope I am dating or married and that I get to feel and receive love in its most mundane and routine-guided way. I hope I work everyday, maybe in a lab or teaching or both, and it makes me both financially stable and emotionally satisfied. I hope I am able to talk in more than three languages and that my japanese is doing well. I hope I live in a happy place where I can watch the seasons go by noticed by park goers. I hope I am still writing and the world is a better place. I hope I still have some place left to hoping and discovering new desires on the way. 

That was that, day 2. Have a good day and some pitangas for your tears.