Pitanga Papers

Faz um tempo que eu não escrevo aqui, eu queria escrever e tinha coisas pra falar (vide o fato de eu ter criado um twitter só pra "rants" e ter acabado um diário, que agora aparentemente se chama journal, e já ter começado outro. Nesses dias que separam essa postagem a anterior, eu revi Watchmen, saí com meus amigos mais de uma vez, vi Deadpool 2, joguei intermináveis horas de jogos diferentes, chorei em pânico e ri alto no meio da rua. Fiz tanta coisa, porém continuei sem qualquer ideia pra esse meu cantinho da internet. Algo mudou quando me encontrei novamente organizando minhas intermináveis agendas e checando o email mais uma vez só pra garantir que não tivesse perdido uma eventual mensagem do grupo estudantil da minha faculdade com mais informações sobre as aulas que começam semana que vem, com a obsessão me veio a ideia óbvia, mas tão ignorada, de falar sobre o que eu tenho sentido. Eu não acho que estivesse tão feliz em muito tempo, essas férias deram um jeito de junta...

Como você sabe de certeza que a sua vida anda num caminho que valha a pena ou o teclado, nesse caso? Ontem eu saí de casa a tarde, pronta pra receber mais um pouco do privilégio que me cerca, mas por um erro meu isso não foi possível (na verdade nesse dia não seria possível de qualquer jeito, mas o erro permanece), então decidi seguir um dos meus costumeiros impulsos pouco responsáveis e fui andando até a casa de um velho amigo e dessa vez o impulso fez sentido. Fazia um tempo que a gente não conversava e, enquanto caminhávamos pelas ruas que cruzam a escola que carrega minhas memórias do ensino médio, senti como se estivesse revendo todas mudanças que me levaram até lá, rindo sem fôlego numa parada de ônibus, trocando histórias dos nossos dias fora do prédio que tanto nos marcou. Lembrei dos poemas exageradamente comoventes que escrevia nos cantos do prédio e ri ao lembrar da atual confusão do meu coração, um pobre coitado que costumava ter tantas certezas na época. Minhas férias acab...

 Hello, web friend (this is a common brazilian joke, not sure if there's an english substitute), how are you doing? Hope you are well and if you're not, I am wishing you all the best vibes of recovery and happiness, things will get better!  Anyway, recovery and positivity is a great thing and maybe I'll turn it into a blog topic one day, but this day is not today. Today I'd like to share my greatest problem yet, so get ready, grab a water bottle, maybe a snack, find a comfortable position and come with me. (woo, dramatic, aren't we?)  I'm an overdoer (I know this is just as made up as the Klingon language, but stick with me). I am an overachiever and a horrible project manager. Basically, I want to do so much stuff at the same time, that all of my random projects and ideas get mixed up in my head and on several incomplete notebooks, so I get nothing done and end up covered by the shame of "wasting" days in a row. We are in march now and I still hav...

Today there will be no text published here. I've been thinking about the path I want this blog to follow and the quality of the posts here and I haven't come to a decision yet, so I'll keep being lazy and way too pampered by my grandparents and my aunt until I decide what to do. Until then, have a nice day and some pitangas for your tears.

Hey, pal! How was your day? Mine was nice, I cut my finger with my new crochet needle, but I pet a dog on the bus stop, so overall a great day. Anyway, here's day 4, enjoy. DAY 04 - Your current relationship status: "LMAO". That could be the whole text, but I guess it wouldn't be as fun as sharing my sorry ass stories here, so yeah, I'm single. Been single for 18 years (also known as the amount of years I have been existing in this mad ass planet) and probably will stay that way unless some form of miracle happens by the end of this year lol. It's kinda funny, because I spent so much time trying to find someone I feel like the universe is screaming for me to stop. I used to be a pretty tough kid, the kind that plays "Bully" once and feels completely ready to become a full-on agressions master. A tiny, skinny and ponytail wearer nerd sure sounds like an easy target, but I was on the basketball team and got no shit from others. I wasn't nice,...

Well, hello unknown wanderer! How are you? I'm actually quite excited since I just played the craziest set of paladins' games with my friend, Igor (who also has a blog, it's https://saturnocares.blogspot.com.br/?m=1). Anyway, this is not a gaming blog...yet, so let's go on with the challenge. Day 03 - 10 likes and dislikes Likes: 1 - Making playlists with friends and hearing them talk about whatever they have in their minds (be it a sad/worried thought that we can discuss or a cliche and amazingly cute confession of their love for someone - bonus points when that someone is also the sweetest friend I know, but you didn't hear it from me!  *wink 2- Learning new concepts and finally understanding old problems 3- Plants and botanics 4- Analytical Geometry 5- Sewing and knitting 6 - Cleaning up with loud cheesy music on (Whitney Houston, I'm talking about you) 7 - Hugs from loved ones (my grandparents, my mom, my brothers and my friends mostly) 8...